The Romantics

All I can say right now is,

"Mausam Emran hasmi wala, aur zindagi Salman khan jesi ho gayi hai."

HAHHAHAHHA.

Welcome to another rant session with Aarya Nair.

In my quest to find the meaning of being a romantic, Siri was a sweetheart who told me that, "it's when a person has ideas that are not based on real-life/ that are not quite practical."

I think that's exactly what love does to you.

You won't believe or understand how it feels until you're in it. It's impractical, illogical, and yet the most self-explanatory feeling in the world.

In my theory, I feel you can be there for somebody, know their pain, support them, and try to make them feel better, but you can never understand what one goes through until you've experienced it yourself.

This is why everything from a fingerprint to the DNA of an individual is different. Two people can feel completely different about the very same situations, especially if they're an observer.

A wishful tangent is that being right/wrong with hindsight is a topic for another day.

Right now I have signed up for this calculated heartbreak, after laying out with pros and cons. I know that the consequences are mad, just universally wrong but I have accepted them in the name of experience.

Shi what, diplomatic shit!

"It is what it is" bohat seriously le liya. Hona hoga toh hoga, aur kya ab.

I mean sad birds still fly so yeah.

On a macro level, it seems nice only. Very cool.

Having a situationship, It's the Beauty of the generation. But nobody knows the depth of the beauty. Beauty without depth is decoration, and adulting has no time for decoration.

It's scary na yaar, what do I do with all the trust issues and traumas from different instances of life? I want to give it a shot, but I can't.

Do you get me?

It's always the same. As soon as you say, “he/she would never” here they come, nevering like they never before.

It's a constant fight to choose between guilt & regret.

Let me speak plainly, love is awful.

At different points in life, it makes you doubt yourself, and sometimes you end up distancing yourself from other people. It makes you weirdly creepy & obsessed with all the wrong things. It makes you spend money on your hair, your actions seem cruel & you're also a little scared of doing things that you never thought sounded like yourself.

But I think that's why we don't want to do it on our own. We are born with hope & like I said every other feeling is a molecular baby of hope,

We take love and find the right places to put it. Being a romantic takes a hell of a lot of hope & courage when you find somebody you love, it feels like hope...

Memes & quotes that I read on the internet coming into life are my life's harshest reality right now. This is the one where they said, " Love is handing somebody your heart and trusting them not to drop it"

So what's say, we do exactly what our heart feels for the moment. If it asks you to go for it, go for it. If it is scary, wait for it, if it asks you to be slow, play music and go with it, if it asks you to live infinity in a little time, go for it, either it becomes your best story or it becomes one of it.

Skip 'em, skim 'em, find 'em.

Until then do what you feel, and live for a heart full of memories & hard drive full of photographs. There is no such thing as being behind in life. Nothing is a waste of time if you use your experience wisely, and be brave enough to suck at something new ( however you choose to take the sentence above is an individual responsibility, wink wink) anyways just keep swimming.

xoxo, Aarya.