Core Memories.

The human brain lives for 7 minutes after death and plays the most beautiful memories. What will that 7 min comprise for you? Think of at least 3, before you read the next sentence.

And welcome to one more, dukh bhari kahaaniyaan with aarya.

I have been reading "101 essays that will change the way you think" and I am not sure if I should be happy or sad about the immense relatability that I already do this, followed by why am I still here?

Anyways, Personally, what changes the way you think, do, or perceive something? My mother calls it laaton ke bhooth baaton se nahi maantey, I'd like to call it experience, Sophisticated nakhre. pish.

Jokes apart, they are really what I am today. Of course, ifs and buts are a part of it, like the inner child in me would have loved it or had some fewer troubles, and if learnings aka experiences didn't come from my parents and probably would have appreciated a little later in life, but theeeke yaar jo hota hai ache keliye hota hai.

Kapil Sharma's comeback on Netflix is a tea, where in an episode where Sir Amir Khan is the guest. This specific story is a cascade of events: a struggling journey to land a role in a play, only to find himself ousted from rehearsals on the eve of the show due to a Maharashtra bandh on May 1st, prompted by workers' day because his mother refused to let him attend practice. Eventually, this led to him sitting and crying but getting offered an acting gig, and then multiple likes, which was then the reason why he got offered his first film. The rest, as they say, is history. So probably think of that one hurdle as the Maharashtra band of your life. lol.

Also, about Kapil Sharma's show, he reunited with Sunil Grover. That's something. Redemptions are possible, it's just need to be weighted above ego.

I find myself in conversations, where people ask me why I capture so much. I never really had an answer, I just thought it was necessary, and trust me it was and is.

Like how joy says, your memories, rather your core memories become an important part in shaping your personality. I feel like all my memories, help me make who I am today.

I get some memories aren't worth storing or better released. Probably when it feels so alone like somebody has put you inside a grave. What if we release the specific feeling and keep the memory of them, I think that's a good deal. Not the 100% percent of the memories are bad, right? I mean also, even if they are bad, it's still a part of you.

Sad ones dont make me unhappy, happy ones dont make me overconfident, and traumatic ones don't make me cold, and so on. They just live in me and play their part in being whatever person I am today, to whoever.

So it's okay if it's a bad day for the ego and a good day for the soul.

The process of developing the film for your pictures, it's somewhat similar to memory growth. A sad story doesn't always have to remain that. It can also have a character development,

It often happens that your memories are hindered by merely the people who know all your memories. Jis jis ko dard batao, voh saala aur dard deke jaata hai. Your self-respect destruction in front of four people still seems okay, just dont let it fall in front of your own eyes.

So refresh that memory and give it a good ending, a new perspective.

Karma is not a conscious human responsibility, it will happen when it has to happen. Neither can somebody stop it or force it. You are not the writer.

Sometimes what you have done isn't wrong, but who you did it was wrong aur kahi suna hai khuda ke bando ka dil dukha kar, khuda ko raazi nai kar paoge. So it's okay, let that memory stay, let it make you something better, for you never know kab kaisa kya, kaha kuch akhri ho?

I believe after a point, some sorrows live in you, without creating much chaos. It won't leave.

And for me, if you are the sorrow, live, live as much. Because in the end, it's you.

Until next time, xoxo.